Wednesday, August 19, 2009

after so long...

after such a long time, i've finally made up the final decision and type it out ( rather than saying it ) and send that email. hesitated whether to send it or not after typing, but yes, i sent it out.

the decision was actually made quite some time ago, yet i had nvr find the right time to say it out. but now, i chose to email. relax people, its not about boy-girl relationship though. but its just a kind of big decision? i didnt state much reason, but i guess one of it was that my trust for people was broken once again. that leads to the outcome today. thats what i would say, cuz everything wont had happened till now, to the current situation now if the specific person back then have not betray me? dont know the right word to use.

for now, i just want to focus on the right thing, and get things back to track once again. wont want to stay as what i am now, and i guess the person who received my email had been expecting that sentence from me? thats just my opinion, my guess.

keeping my mouth shut for now, and whacking my fingers off this keypad. cause i am SUPPOSED to be studying rather than using the laptop typing&clicking my time away. time is ticking, papers on fri yet i have yet touched on anything.

bye! im signing off with a =), smiley face!

i stopped by at, 12:55 AM.