Sunday, February 15, 2009
aint a supergirl.
i'm not a supergirl, i dont have everlasting energy, i'm not always strong. i may seems hyper but i maybe tired. i try not to show my weaker side, affecting the people around. i love hyper/high atmosphere, and i know that i must also be hyper/high to get that atmosphere. i've tried with all my might to nvr be down/low, but i failed.
of course i'm not a supergirl. i get tired, yet i've always tried to get it hidden. but eventually, i will still collapse. i dont have the energy in the world to do everything i want to do/play. i cant stay energetic without sleeps/rest. i do fall sick as well, i cant be healthy forever and not getting flu/cold/cough/whatsoever.
what a joke when i hear people say that i'm forever/always so energetic. though i dont blame them, cuz i try my best to be hyperactive always. but it cant be a forever or everyday thing, yeah? i do have other emotions, if not i'm no difference from a robot. =X sometimes i'm just tired, not that anything had happened. its just that all energy had been drained out, not replenished. (:
sort of off from work a few days and enjoyed myself? late nights everyday. lols. energy all drained out after late nights and waking up early mornings. =x rest rest rest are needed!! hahas. sleeping early for morning shift tmr(:
bye .
i've always wanted to tell you things and stuffs. but you never seems to have the time to listen or each time i just feel that the time is not right. cuz it always seems like its just my imaginations.
i stopped by at, 10:42 PM.
Sunday, February 08, 2009
clumsy.
work work work!
my whole week was practically just work. LOLs! and i think i seriously need to kick off the clumsiness in me. ever since i started working, without fail, i drop/kick/hit things whenever i work. like for today, i dropped a whole box of ear studs and made a loud noise that attracted many attention in the mall. and i dropped a whole tray of rings on monday as well. ohmans, that really cant be the way. i really got to be more careful before i start breaking things. lols.
nothing much for the week as well. is like almost the same routine each day. but i think working with qingqing is fun! hahas. sometimes i really feel that i can talk to her about everything but i know that i cant do that. love her funny reactions(: hahas. i guess i'll try to blog abit here and there in chinese, so that at times when you gets to read my blog, she can understand whats written. hahas.
tongues wages, nonsense nvr fails. oh crap, please kindly shut your mouths and stop speaking nonsense, things that dont make sense and aren't true. i dont know why, but i just really want to say it out. 一傳十，十傳百，謠言滿天下. idiot! ahs! fed up lahs! and stop thinking that you got someone backing you and you can do whatever you like. i dont really have to follow what you say for you're not my mother! the world dont just revolve round ONE person!
my whole week was practically just work. LOLs! and i think i seriously need to kick off the clumsiness in me. ever since i started working, without fail, i drop/kick/hit things whenever i work. like for today, i dropped a whole box of ear studs and made a loud noise that attracted many attention in the mall. and i dropped a whole tray of rings on monday as well. ohmans, that really cant be the way. i really got to be more careful before i start breaking things. lols.
nothing much for the week as well. is like almost the same routine each day. but i think working with qingqing is fun! hahas. sometimes i really feel that i can talk to her about everything but i know that i cant do that. love her funny reactions(: hahas. i guess i'll try to blog abit here and there in chinese, so that at times when you gets to read my blog, she can understand whats written. hahas.
tongues wages, nonsense nvr fails. oh crap, please kindly shut your mouths and stop speaking nonsense, things that dont make sense and aren't true. i dont know why, but i just really want to say it out. 一傳十，十傳百，謠言滿天下. idiot! ahs! fed up lahs! and stop thinking that you got someone backing you and you can do whatever you like. i dont really have to follow what you say for you're not my mother! the world dont just revolve round ONE person!
i stopped by at, 12:12 AM.
Thursday, February 05, 2009
Miracles do happens(:
worked today as usual and i just realized that i've worked for one whole week since last thursday. did opening today and i'm early again(: nothing much to do but just waited for time to pass. not much customers around as well. met some irritating customers as well. either they treat me as invisible by keeping turning their back to me or their attitude is totally bad. i do know that in this job i would face many of such situation, but saying it out do let me feel better.
waited for time to passed and at least i sold things before qingqing came down. working partner for the past few days. great time working with her, with the talks&laughters&hardworking-ness. lols! miracle happened when i finally sold a 'big' item. overjoyed, totally. finally i managed to sell something big rather than small items, yayness alrights. and i seems to be going crazy over it.
i'm just a lil kid who gets happy over lil thing, alrights? i know its a no-big-deal to many people, but i guess what really matters is that i'm happy over it. hahas!
believe in miracles! LOLs! 相信與期待奇跡的出現! hahas!
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waited for time to passed and at least i sold things before qingqing came down. working partner for the past few days. great time working with her, with the talks&laughters&hardworking-ness. lols! miracle happened when i finally sold a 'big' item. overjoyed, totally. finally i managed to sell something big rather than small items, yayness alrights. and i seems to be going crazy over it.
i'm just a lil kid who gets happy over lil thing, alrights? i know its a no-big-deal to many people, but i guess what really matters is that i'm happy over it. hahas!
believe in miracles! LOLs! 相信與期待奇跡的出現! hahas!
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i stopped by at, 11:55 PM.
a random thought.
HuiWen told me ytd that Mark posted a meaningful post, so yeahs, read it just now. what i say may not be related or linked, but as the title says, its just my random thoughts.
i think its meaningful as it really makes me ponder a lil about life. that how we shouldnt force things to happen, how efforts/hardworks vanish into the thin air. a quote from his blog;
however, during my quiet time at night, i got my questions/wonders answered.
if i nvr give it a try, i'll nvr know if i would succeed.
if i nvr give it a try, i'll nvr know if my efforts is appreciated or not.
if the other party gives up and i give up as well, the friendship/relationship will nvr ever gonna work out.
though we might know that the results might be negative, but believing and trying out, you'll nvr know that you might actually succeed. success come after failure, even Albert Einstein experience failures in his life before succeeding.
i do agree that knowing the result is negative, giving a try makes ourselves end up with just disappointments after disappointments. and at the end of the day, we ourselves will be the only one suffering.
and the last question i'm asking myself, should i be giving up that unappreciated friendship when she doesnt really care and even backstabs? a totally fake friendship....
a totally random thoughts about different things...
i think its meaningful as it really makes me ponder a lil about life. that how we shouldnt force things to happen, how efforts/hardworks vanish into the thin air. a quote from his blog;
"明明是沒有結論的結果~爲何還要苦苦哀求~辛辛苦苦建立起的感情~到頭來還是落空~苦了自己得吞下所有的事~傷心的面對自己"
its says that knowing there's no result, why should we be harping on things? putting so much efforts in building up a relationship which end up with nothing, we'll end up suffering alone.reading this made me thought of why should i waste time on things thats unappreciated? why should i waste time working on a friendship/relationship thats nvr seem to be working out? knowing the negative results, why should i even thought of giving it a try?
however, during my quiet time at night, i got my questions/wonders answered.
if i nvr give it a try, i'll nvr know if i would succeed.
if i nvr give it a try, i'll nvr know if my efforts is appreciated or not.
if the other party gives up and i give up as well, the friendship/relationship will nvr ever gonna work out.
though we might know that the results might be negative, but believing and trying out, you'll nvr know that you might actually succeed. success come after failure, even Albert Einstein experience failures in his life before succeeding.
i do agree that knowing the result is negative, giving a try makes ourselves end up with just disappointments after disappointments. and at the end of the day, we ourselves will be the only one suffering.
and the last question i'm asking myself, should i be giving up that unappreciated friendship when she doesnt really care and even backstabs? a totally fake friendship....
a totally random thoughts about different things...
i stopped by at, 12:19 AM.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
shock of the day.
hmms, just a brief on the past few days. worked from chu4 onwards, steamboat on sat at moon's, movie on sun. i finally learnt and played real-life mahjong on sat when we had steamboat. hahahas. no bettings so its fun lahs, lols! no need to worry that i might lose money. =x it fun ehs! hahahas. last min decision for movie on sun, cuz bffs outing cancelled. watch bride war, funny! lols.
there's so much coincidence in this small world lahs. watch movie ytd, and my boss's brother's fiancee sat just one seat away from me and rowell was behind. lols. and today at work, 2 groups of school guys walked there but i bet they didnt met each other. what a small world.
got my posting result on friday, and i got my first choice at TP. ohman, i feel like changing school cuz TP is turning into the next northvista instead of SRJC. damn. what a wrong interest i have ahs?
worked with vanessa today, a girl whom i hear about, talked on phone before. and i finally met her, lols! had a great time chitchatting with her. but we did work as well alright? any customer comes, we stopped right away. nice day working with her. and i guess we learnt different things from each other(: work was totally boring when she left mans. was alone and the mall is almost empty! less than 10 people are walking around the mall lahs. everything was still alright until closing. was really a shock when i cant seem to settle that dumb cashier! in the afternoon, it sort of jam or what and got us blurred. cant close early cuz passerbys keep coming and look&ask and walk off. managed to sell things while my mind panick what to do with the cashier. finally everything settled when eileen came down to help, phew! i guess was due to a accidental hit on the cashier button that caused the trouble. and was there till like 11pm?
reached home only after 12mn, and working early morning tmr. which means, time for bed now!
bye!
there's so much coincidence in this small world lahs. watch movie ytd, and my boss's brother's fiancee sat just one seat away from me and rowell was behind. lols. and today at work, 2 groups of school guys walked there but i bet they didnt met each other. what a small world.
got my posting result on friday, and i got my first choice at TP. ohman, i feel like changing school cuz TP is turning into the next northvista instead of SRJC. damn. what a wrong interest i have ahs?
worked with vanessa today, a girl whom i hear about, talked on phone before. and i finally met her, lols! had a great time chitchatting with her. but we did work as well alright? any customer comes, we stopped right away. nice day working with her. and i guess we learnt different things from each other(: work was totally boring when she left mans. was alone and the mall is almost empty! less than 10 people are walking around the mall lahs. everything was still alright until closing. was really a shock when i cant seem to settle that dumb cashier! in the afternoon, it sort of jam or what and got us blurred. cant close early cuz passerbys keep coming and look&ask and walk off. managed to sell things while my mind panick what to do with the cashier. finally everything settled when eileen came down to help, phew! i guess was due to a accidental hit on the cashier button that caused the trouble. and was there till like 11pm?
reached home only after 12mn, and working early morning tmr. which means, time for bed now!
bye!
i stopped by at, 12:32 AM.
