Wednesday, April 22, 2009
poly life...
finally found some time to post something.
IIT camp was fun, though not as exciting as FOC. lols, but i still enjoyed it cuz i really made new friends and know most of my classmates. how sad sia, class of 21 and only 3 girls! and thats gonna be our class for the 3 yrs in poly! LOLs! end up mingling around the whole bunch of guys.. not bad for overall. hahahs. got some photos taken, post them up another time!
first day of school was fun + funny + paisehness. lols. i actually fall on the steps, damn malu sia! ahahas. had lectures and i think they are boring cuz all lectures are just introduction only... and i think we're so privileged cuz we can like use our laptops during tut/lab/lec. hhahs. and i even did silly things during lectures, ohgreat luhs! hahahs! camwhoreed during lectures, and was fun playing a fool. hahhas.
and my class got this freaking weird guy with some problem, damn scary and irritating ! i was being kind to talk to him and stuff during the last day of orientation when he came and during school time, he kept following me. damn stupid sia, want to shout at him yet we cant! his comments are seriously useless and irritating can! had to keep running away from him, lols! fancy him calling himself a christian yet his mouth is full of those languages. what a lie can?!
i stopped by at, 11:31 PM.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
caught in no where.
omg, i just felt like im like always the middle person, trying to help other to solve their problems. and at times, i feel like im stuck in no where. there are things that you need to say, yet you cant. and the feeling is really terrible. sometimes i really feel bad saying things to other, afraid that im regarded as badmouthing/backstabbing. different people, different perspective. you'll never know what others think in their mind, yeahs? plenty to bad experience in the past makes it difficult for me to actually put on trust on others, and i know i need to build back the trust on people and yet, it takes time....
out for the whole afternoon and was only home past midnight. tiring day out, and i tried my very best to keep my eyes opened. met up with huiqing for her phone and did some window shopping. things are pretty, but im super broke. trained down to bishan to meet up with gladys&shermaine. had our dinner at mos, and i had a hard time struggling to give shermaine salvation bs. i nvr gave one before, and hence i panic, afraid that i might say the wrong things. did my small prayer and went on. phew, things went well. (:
trained down to cp after that to collect my pay. aw, my eye candy wasnt around! haven seen him for like donkey years.hahahs! walked to ps then and window shopped again. met up with xiong&welson and went to visit wynne for her grandma just passed away. pay our respect, chitchatted and home cuz i got camp the next day.
attending the wake brings me back to 1year back, when my grandpa actually left us. when wynne actually told us how the grandma look like, it make me think of how grandpa looks like back then. it was totally different from his picture, from the last time we met him. thought alot on my way home. regretting for my past actions, flashing back the memories of grandpa.
grandpa,
i regretted for my procrastination, if i hadn't said i was busy i would had visit you more often. i know how much you missed us, how you wish that we're just by your side, but we were living in our own world, forgetting about you. i remembered how you happy you were whenever you see us, i would nvr forget the smile on your face. yet i cant forget how you teared before leaving us. i know how much you wished you could talk to us, but you cant. grandpa, i missed you and i love you!
i know these might be too late, but i know from up there, he can read it...
camp for the next three days, goodbye!
out for the whole afternoon and was only home past midnight. tiring day out, and i tried my very best to keep my eyes opened. met up with huiqing for her phone and did some window shopping. things are pretty, but im super broke. trained down to bishan to meet up with gladys&shermaine. had our dinner at mos, and i had a hard time struggling to give shermaine salvation bs. i nvr gave one before, and hence i panic, afraid that i might say the wrong things. did my small prayer and went on. phew, things went well. (:
trained down to cp after that to collect my pay. aw, my eye candy wasnt around! haven seen him for like donkey years.hahahs! walked to ps then and window shopped again. met up with xiong&welson and went to visit wynne for her grandma just passed away. pay our respect, chitchatted and home cuz i got camp the next day.
attending the wake brings me back to 1year back, when my grandpa actually left us. when wynne actually told us how the grandma look like, it make me think of how grandpa looks like back then. it was totally different from his picture, from the last time we met him. thought alot on my way home. regretting for my past actions, flashing back the memories of grandpa.
grandpa,
i regretted for my procrastination, if i hadn't said i was busy i would had visit you more often. i know how much you missed us, how you wish that we're just by your side, but we were living in our own world, forgetting about you. i remembered how you happy you were whenever you see us, i would nvr forget the smile on your face. yet i cant forget how you teared before leaving us. i know how much you wished you could talk to us, but you cant. grandpa, i missed you and i love you!
i know these might be too late, but i know from up there, he can read it...
camp for the next three days, goodbye!
i stopped by at, 12:45 AM.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
a long day yet i loved it(:
had a super long day today which made me almost unable to open up my svc during svc. i was practically falling asleep every single minute, could hardly keep my eyes opened. home straight after that and met up mark in the train which is like so qiao? lols..
went for FO Final Clash over at sentosa. had 'lolipop' fight, but we're targeted by all teams which made us lost within few sec? lols! but the game carried on and on, and overall its quite fun. most ppl end up playing with water since we're out of the game.. fun throwing people into the sea, and vanessa was my first target. hhahahs. played games in the water and did TP mass dance as well!
but left earlier cuz got svc to attend. was late due to the super heavy rain, and attended the last svc. realised they changed abit here and there for the drama, which makes it even awesome! hehehs!
omg, i realise the way i'm speaking is changing! hahahhas, so funny lahs! but i guess is only the time being? dont know! hahhas!
EMILIE LOVES FOC TO THE MAX!!!
went for FO Final Clash over at sentosa. had 'lolipop' fight, but we're targeted by all teams which made us lost within few sec? lols! but the game carried on and on, and overall its quite fun. most ppl end up playing with water since we're out of the game.. fun throwing people into the sea, and vanessa was my first target. hhahahs. played games in the water and did TP mass dance as well!
but left earlier cuz got svc to attend. was late due to the super heavy rain, and attended the last svc. realised they changed abit here and there for the drama, which makes it even awesome! hehehs!
omg, i realise the way i'm speaking is changing! hahahhas, so funny lahs! but i guess is only the time being? dont know! hahhas!
EMILIE LOVES FOC TO THE MAX!!!
i stopped by at, 11:15 PM.
Friday, April 10, 2009
to you, My Lord
God, i need your guidancem your wisdom, your anoiting upon me. i want to render my help, but i dont know how. i want to speak words of wisdom, but its not in me. instead of telling the good things, i shared the negative. those colorful words always filled my mind when i heard people speaking them. i know this cant be the way, therefore. i ask for your wisdom, your presence to fill my mind, to overpower those things.
i stopped by at, 12:35 PM.
PUI PUI CLUB
formed up this funny club during the nights in FOC, started with just 5 of us randomly decided to come outside for a chat cuz the queue for shower was toooo long. unknowingly, there seems to be a link between us and we can like none stop talking. but only thing we remembered was talking about gay&lesbian, most on gays though.
gradually, most people joined and after that we form out puipui club. and we had our mini outing just ytd? hahahs. though not all came, but we had fun playing,chatting,camwhoring.
good thing aaron brought his camera along, =D love people with those dslr camera! pictures taken are like so hd can?! random shots here and there are fun. prank calls were made while waiting for the rain to go away. was damn tired cycling long distance.
nothing much, dined at hawker near pp and homed.
(:
ps: my msn was spammed! hahahs, thanks ppl for adding me! hehes
gradually, most people joined and after that we form out puipui club. and we had our mini outing just ytd? hahahs. though not all came, but we had fun playing,chatting,camwhoring.
good thing aaron brought his camera along, =D love people with those dslr camera! pictures taken are like so hd can?! random shots here and there are fun. prank calls were made while waiting for the rain to go away. was damn tired cycling long distance.
nothing much, dined at hawker near pp and homed.
(:
ps: my msn was spammed! hahahs, thanks ppl for adding me! hehes
i stopped by at, 12:12 AM.
Thursday, April 09, 2009
HOLQA! HOLIX!
alright, like finally that i'm updating again.. lols.
just back from TP FOC on wed, and yeahs, it was a great camp. the three days is like so insufficient for all the fun. thanks GL so much for cheering us up, pushing us all the way. we're so disappointed when we got fourth yet the GL still cheered us on. nonetheless, thanks for everyone's hardwork that we actually got 2nd on the last day. though we may not get first, but with the same goal reaching for first, we played hard and enjoyed ourselves to the fullest:)
the first day was like boring initially. none of my school friends,those i'm close to, are going. as usually being a 路痴, i had to meet up with ppl first. met up with eugene and made a new friend wynne. went down and the GLs were so damn high already, cheering&cheering all the way. i wondered why am i so super duper unlucky can?! almost wanted to leave the camp upon knowing that idiot was in the same empire as me. however i stayed on and actually made a lots of friends(: had like no friends/people i know in the empire, but met up with junko and made friends before registration. and people just dont believe that we've just become friends. was totally not motivated seeing that no one is going high with me. fortunately, junko was one. =D
had fun being high during the camp and though we slept super late just to chat, but nontheless we're able to get ourselves high up again(: &is like i lost my voice on the third day? and now my voice is only partially backed. sick! like madness i hack care much and went on shouting with the almost gone voice.
thank you all GLs and committee for making this camp so memorable. i wont say we cuz i dont know about the others. but I truly totally enjoyed this camp, and i really love HOLQA like madness! i've found many friends and learnt many things through all the games and stuff.
HOLQA! HOLIX! wonderful team, powerful empire!
pictures will be out soooooooooon. (:
just back from TP FOC on wed, and yeahs, it was a great camp. the three days is like so insufficient for all the fun. thanks GL so much for cheering us up, pushing us all the way. we're so disappointed when we got fourth yet the GL still cheered us on. nonetheless, thanks for everyone's hardwork that we actually got 2nd on the last day. though we may not get first, but with the same goal reaching for first, we played hard and enjoyed ourselves to the fullest:)
the first day was like boring initially. none of my school friends,those i'm close to, are going. as usually being a 路痴, i had to meet up with ppl first. met up with eugene and made a new friend wynne. went down and the GLs were so damn high already, cheering&cheering all the way. i wondered why am i so super duper unlucky can?! almost wanted to leave the camp upon knowing that idiot was in the same empire as me. however i stayed on and actually made a lots of friends(: had like no friends/people i know in the empire, but met up with junko and made friends before registration. and people just dont believe that we've just become friends. was totally not motivated seeing that no one is going high with me. fortunately, junko was one. =D
had fun being high during the camp and though we slept super late just to chat, but nontheless we're able to get ourselves high up again(: &is like i lost my voice on the third day? and now my voice is only partially backed. sick! like madness i hack care much and went on shouting with the almost gone voice.
thank you all GLs and committee for making this camp so memorable. i wont say we cuz i dont know about the others. but I truly totally enjoyed this camp, and i really love HOLQA like madness! i've found many friends and learnt many things through all the games and stuff.
HOLQA! HOLIX! wonderful team, powerful empire!
pictures will be out soooooooooon. (:
i stopped by at, 11:41 AM.
Saturday, April 04, 2009
sinful day?
what a day that seems to be so wrong since early morning...
1. was late for lunch.
was supposed to meet ram, reagan, kingsley and jordan over at dhoby at 1, but i was late by an hour..
2. play lan.
its sort of waste of money, but yeah, had fun though.
3. did something wrong.
its just for me to know, yet i dont know if i did the right thing.
4. over eating.
sounds wrong.. but whenever i'm feeling down/unhappy, i'll just eat and eat and eat.
i dont know why, but i'm just so bothered. even now...
shijia: wait till i upload the pictures first. =X
1. was late for lunch.
was supposed to meet ram, reagan, kingsley and jordan over at dhoby at 1, but i was late by an hour..
2. play lan.
its sort of waste of money, but yeah, had fun though.
3. did something wrong.
its just for me to know, yet i dont know if i did the right thing.
4. over eating.
sounds wrong.. but whenever i'm feeling down/unhappy, i'll just eat and eat and eat.
i dont know why, but i'm just so bothered. even now...
shijia: wait till i upload the pictures first. =X
i stopped by at, 11:12 PM.
