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Friday, November 30, 2007
New BlogSkin!!
new blogskin but it looks weird.
ii'll be changing it again.
ii had nothing to do,
ndd happened to see this skin.
so tada!
ii changed into mine.
wahahahas.
did it out of boredom!
RAWR!
okays, iim going to bed liaos.
getting tired.

to SOMEONE [ hopefully you'll read this ]:
CAN I DON'T GO?!?
CAN I DON'T GO?!?
CAN I DON'T GO?!?
CAN I DON'T GO?!?
CAN I DON'T GO?!?

i stopped by at, 11:55 PM.
sry, no photos yet.
to be frank, iim too lazy to upload them.
iim tired larhh. xp
today did nothing much larhhs.
campcraft training end early,
ndd ii went late due to nz stuffs.
rawr!
lunched with fellow squadmates.
chatted abit ndd we all left.
slack whole day at home,
yet iim lazy to upload the photos.
>.<

so many things are happening all ard.
problems ndd stuffs.
ndd ii hate it.
though problems nvr come to an end,
but ii still dun like.
wishing for the impossible,
ii hoped that problems will just stop popping out.
><

ii'll try to upload them asap,
when ii gort the time to sort them out,
thr's seriously alot!
ndd ii still getting from the others.

that feeling is coming back again.
ohh my larhhs!
shooo off,
previously took me such a long time to get rid of it,
ndd now its back again.
it makes me feel like giving up,
yet ii dunn wish to.
now, iim into such struggling state again.
ii just hate it larhhs.
>.<>

i stopped by at, 9:50 PM.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
BACKED! but ii missed the HAKA dance!!
woots, 15 dayys passed!
just came back from new zealand this morning!
yawns~ iim tiredd!!
rawr,
trying to slp later if nort tmr cant wake up.
tmr gort to go for campcraft training!!!
must be alert larhhs, if nort ltr hit my own hand.
T.T
spent my afternoon uploading photos ndd rotating them.
finally finished all.
a total of 881 photos!
wow! so damn alot lehhs.
wakakkas.
iim missing everyone of my TPHS frens now!
ndd oso our tourguide,debbie's .... , Daryl.
hahhas. jkjk!
he brought us around nz,
explaining things here ndd thr to us.
ii learnt MAORI! hahas.
number 1-10&&songs.
maori language is so beautiful,
especially the songs.
maori history&culture are interesting too!
especially the HAKA dance!
woots! ii love watching HAKA dance larhh.
so damn addictedd now. =x
how ii wishedd we cann stayy thr longer larhhs,
hate the time when we had to leave them.
4 times!!
1st, we left them frm TPHS,
2nd, some of them came with us to kiwi 360 & for jet boat,
3rd, josh drop off at TePuke,
4th, Daryl left us from the Marae.
lols! all these made ppl sad lurhhs!
but memories were kept,
ndd we'll always keep in contact!
but due to time difference,
ii tink veh difficult to meet each other online. )):
but we'll try our best!
nz is really a veh nice place,
the air is just so cooling,
though it migh get really cold at times.
on the first night thr, we're at waitomo's kiwipaka accommodation,
ndd ii ate ice-cream outside the room w/o my jacket.
so freaking cold larhhs! hahas
but fun.
yawn~ ii lazy upload photos here today,
mayb after ii edit them here ndd thr first,
cuz some too dark cant really see the picture.
nxt few stilll have to go back skuu!
lazy larhhs, =P
but ii will go derhhs!
lalalas,
a post w/o photo veh bored rytes??
just one up first, :P
hahas, quite nice rytes!
byebye! good night, going to sleep now.

i stopped by at, 6:32 PM.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
iim leaving singapore soon!!
woohoo!!
juz few more hours before leaving singapore larhhs!
iim getting excitedd!
arhhs!
iim so scared that ii might forget to bring anything.
rawr!
so damn nervous larhhs!

to joy:
yar yar,
when we jio you better dun say nort free horr.
wait till ii come back dhen go out! ((:

to yuyin:
lols,
you nvr jio me lehhs.
XP
hahas,
rmb my stuffs from the locker horr!.

to JUDEE!:
kkayys!
ii will derhhs!!
thanks a hundred thousand million billion time!
wakakkakas.
ii love you so much!! XP
hahhas,
thanks for the bag ndd camera lehhs!
ii will take extra care of them derhhs,
放心!!!!
hehes.

omg! omg! omg!
3 plus hours before ii'll be in the airport larhhs.
heart pumping fast!
hehes.
ndd!ndd!ndd!!
my godma is so damn good larhhs.
she blessed me with 2 tops the other day,
ndd last night she blessed me with another 100 bucks!
lolx!
ndd ii nvr ask from her lurhhs.
hahas.

just now went out to celebrate zul's bdae.
lols.
kind of fun??
hahas.
played pool ndd celebrate.
lols! iim super lousy in pool larhhs.
super noob!
hehes.
but ii like playing it cuz its fun!
omgomgomg!!!
more ndd more jing zhang liaos.
ii tink ii better go check my stuffs again!
incase ii missed out anything.

i stopped by at, 3:44 PM.
Monday, November 12, 2007
WOW!!
wednesday is getting so close!!
hahas.
its gonna be a great great dayy no matter wad!
hahas, for sure!!
cuz iim going to NEW ZEALAND!!
and its ZUL's bdae!!
wakakakkas.
will forget all unhappiness for that dayy!!
hahas.
that day ii will be super good mood!
super duper !!
hahas.
ohhnoos!!
ii getting so excited.
hahhahahhas.
plusplusplus!
gort camera liaos!
wakakas.
okays, iim realistic.
no camera ii nort happy,
gort camera dhen ii happy liaos.
iim a easy satisfied person cann!!
give me things that please me ndd ii get happy!
hahahas.
but!but!but!
ii dunoe what ii haven put inside my luggage!
AR!!!
ii need a list of things that tell me wad to bring!
gosh ohh gosh!!
better nort forget bring anything cann liaos.
XP
thanks to purplebuddy JUDEEE tan sia.
she lend me a bag.
ndd its of great use.
so big that it allows me to bring one of my piglet along with me.
XD
piglet is cute okayys!
wakakkaks.
but thr are still stuffs that ii've yet to get larhhs.
erm,
lyk universal adaptor.
lols,
if nvr get go thr no need charge phone all these liaos!
but will go get it tmr. (((:

sian-ed.
okayys, cant say ii veh happy today.
cause thr's always problems happening ard.
sometimes even make me feel like scolding out.
but, okayys, ii cann control myself.
ii will just forgive and forget larhhs.
iim a good gal okayys!
ii dun bear grudges with anyone kayys,
XP
didnt sound veh true to many ppl ii think.
okays, its true larhhs.
but, regarding the thing on give up or nort?
iim still thinking lehhs.
lols, cant make up my mind.
slowly, ii'll get make me mind veh soon.
hahas.
nddd!!
ii've learnt to believe! hehes.
lalalas.
okays, ii noe iim weird or strange,
watever you call it larhhs.
rawr!
ii gort great mood swing all the time.
suay if you kena bad mood lurhhs.
xp

i stopped by at, 11:57 PM.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
what is all these larhhs!
iim so damn unhappy now larhhs!
who the hell out the have a camera to lend me?
due to some irritating reasons,
ii gort to start looking for a camera at a time NOW!
when iim leaving on wed?
what the hell larhhs,
its nort as if ii nvr askedd,
but now alot ppl are leaving the country too lurhhs.
this explain yy iim so freaking unhappy.
if you cant lend dhen just say eariler larhhs.
its lyk so last minutes now larhhs.
pls larhhs!
ii noe ppl like to say " promise are meant to be broken "
but IT DON'T APPLY TO ME!
if you promise something pls do it cann,
last minute cause troubles to ppl larhhs.
so...
ppl, these few dayys,
expect my attitudes to be back before ii get a camera.
ii cant possibly have good mood before this.
its good that ii dint curse ndd swear anyone,anybody liaos.
SO! dunn disturb me too much as iim nort in a veh good mood.

reasons ohh reasons,
pls STOP accumulating cann?!?
make me cant stop thinking abt it larhhs!
for so many times,
ii've been persuading myself nort to give up liaos,
but you peeps around pop up will stuffs,
stuffs that turns into reason,
which keep telling me to give up.
ii dun wann give up larhhs,
but these reasons keep telling me,

" you're nort happy at all!
just forget abt everything liaos,
just give up! you'll get more sad de."

is these true?
ii oso dunnoe liaos.
hopefully GOD cann give me an answer.
cause if ii really chose to give up,
ii will nvr turn back even if ii regret.
since ii choose to give up,
ii shudd nort had regretted.
regret oso no choice,
no turning back.
so ii'll just have to consider carefully,
before making any decisions.
so,
GIVE UP OR NORT?
ITS A DIFFICULT DECISION!
cuz if ii give up,
thr are things ii have to sacrifice,
things ii lovedd dearly,
ii'll have to say byebye to them.

kayys,
enough of all these.
since ii haven been blogging,
shall nort blog so much of such stuffs.
(((:
recently,
ii've fell in love!
IN LOVE WITH DONUTS!
they are super yummy,
ndd ii only realize that now.
hahas.
a donut shop had just opened near my hse,
thrfore ii can get them easily,
which makes me falling in love with them.
they are so nice ndd yummy.
(((:
ndd mummy bought quite a few home.
hahahas.
but ii seldom see her nowadayys,
been home nort veh early,
when ii gort home she oso slp liaos.
wakakakaks.
shall blog again when iim free,
ndd ii gort the mood to blog too. XD

i stopped by at, 10:41 PM.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
we both have real REAL REAL LOTS of similarity larhhs!!
without doubts, ii loves her REAL lots!
rawr!
had a great long chat with judee tan ytd!!
we realized that we have so many things in common larhhs.
talkedd over alot of things with her,
things that happened to me,
happened to her too.
she's a real good person whom ii cann share stuffs with.
cuz ii realize that ii dun trust ppl,
ii bother alot of wad others are thinking in their mind.
iim afraid of wad's ppl thinking abt,
wad they feel.
at the end,
ii kept everything to myself.
iim afraid to tell some ppl some stuffs as iim afraid of scoldings.
ii feel that if ii sayy, ii get scolded,
ii rather keep to myself.
true, ii feel sad, but still, ii dun dare to say it out.
ii've lost my past confidence,
ndd ii cant gain them back anymore.
they had gone forever.
iim nort as strong as ii was before.
ii wish to gain back those confidence,
but each time, there is some forces that prevented me.
however, now ii know that with God,
all things are possible.
ii have faith in Him, ii'll rely more on Him now.
had some bad feelings previously,
making me almost giving up on things.
iim glad that ii held on,
ndd carried on.
ii've even thought of the consequences of giving though.
wad if ii really gave up??
rawr! iim gonna stop these.
hahahas.
life has been great for me.
ii finally cann understand amaths!
but iim still lazy to do my homework!!
hahahas,
iim gonna pass my SOUND 's TEST!!
hahhas. practical&theory!
lallalallas,
though ii missed alot of lesson,
ii guess ii cann do it!
hahahs,
ohh my, wad have crappedd abt on this post??
hahas.
ii oso dunoe sia!
yawn~ iim tired,
byebyeeeee
gonna catch some slps.

i stopped by at, 11:19 PM.
Thursday, November 01, 2007
NO LIFE!!
iim getting more&more&MORE no life liaos!
been studying so hard larhhs.
everyday come home liaos,
next thing is study do homework dhen comp!
WHAT IS THIS?!?
this isn't like me!
hahahs,
guess iim changing bit by bit larhhs.
wakakkas,
omg!
after being addicted to gaming,
now its FACEBOOK!
lols!
iim like crazy playing over it!
hahhas,
gort alot application to use ndd stuffs.
hahahs
ii kept laughing when ii was playing it at garvin hse.
when they find it nort funny at all.
-.-
but to me it is larhhs!
hahahas,
ii tink everyone shudd try larhhs.
so interesting de.
everyday ii find new things abt it lurhhs.
wakakakkas.
my next addict is DAL!
wahahhaahs
kept playing larhhs.
ndd ALINA TAN is soo damn fast larhhs.
one rank higher than me lerhhs.
D:
ii must catch up arhhs.
but she keep chiong-ing larhhs
how to?!?
yawns~
going to bed soon sia.
study so much ndd playedd too much.
eyes are tired yet iim hungry!!
haven eaten since ii came home. )):
but gonna catch some slp instead of eating!!
wakakakkas

i stopped by at, 11:49 PM.

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