Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Happy? or Not?
the feeling isnt fading much. its still there.
woke up late today, due to clock problem. lols, didnt feel any hurry at all. got dad to send me to school. hahas. school was bored as usual. cant expect much. did maths, hardworkingly. hahas!met up with huitong to study and eat. blahblahblah. dawn came, jon&ravi came.. dawn did some studying and left home. jon&ravi for some survey. yeahs. here ain't a place to record my daily routine lahs!
dad's mind went hare-wired. i really dont know what's wrong with him. out of no way, i did something wrong. and the thing was telling him where i was, means arguing with him. super irritating when he kept talking some unrelated stuffs and i looked at my comp with many blinking at my taskbar. afterwhich, phone rang. didnt bother to care or look till he walk away. dumb. tried to obedient by honoring my parents. but only possible not my dad can. super unreasonable sicko, who always think he's the greatest and stuff. say things that contradict whatever he does. i know many will say that he's a typical father, but you wont after you listen to his words. totally not typical can!
i dont know if i should be happy or not. happy that you're gonna be there, unhappy cuz you're not gonna be with me.es gibt gerade so viele Sachen, die ich dir erklären wünsche, aber ich schätze, dass sie in das tiefe Meer geworfen werden sollten,ser esquecido para sempre. suas palavras fazem-me pensar tanto às vezes,pero lanzarme detrás como continúas. apenas demuestra, allí no está nada entre nosotros. these are not supposed to be read, just leave them alone and let it be left unknown.
sometimes, blog is a great place to throw all troubles into, yet knowing who might be reading it make me dont feel like typing every single word in. many people are reading, hence not ideal to type every single thing in...
bye!
the feeling isnt fading much. its still there.
woke up late today, due to clock problem. lols, didnt feel any hurry at all. got dad to send me to school. hahas. school was bored as usual. cant expect much. did maths, hardworkingly. hahas!met up with huitong to study and eat. blahblahblah. dawn came, jon&ravi came.. dawn did some studying and left home. jon&ravi for some survey. yeahs. here ain't a place to record my daily routine lahs!
dad's mind went hare-wired. i really dont know what's wrong with him. out of no way, i did something wrong. and the thing was telling him where i was, means arguing with him. super irritating when he kept talking some unrelated stuffs and i looked at my comp with many blinking at my taskbar. afterwhich, phone rang. didnt bother to care or look till he walk away. dumb. tried to obedient by honoring my parents. but only possible not my dad can. super unreasonable sicko, who always think he's the greatest and stuff. say things that contradict whatever he does. i know many will say that he's a typical father, but you wont after you listen to his words. totally not typical can!
i dont know if i should be happy or not. happy that you're gonna be there, unhappy cuz you're not gonna be with me.es gibt gerade so viele Sachen, die ich dir erklären wünsche, aber ich schätze, dass sie in das tiefe Meer geworfen werden sollten,ser esquecido para sempre. suas palavras fazem-me pensar tanto às vezes,pero lanzarme detrás como continúas. apenas demuestra, allí no está nada entre nosotros. these are not supposed to be read, just leave them alone and let it be left unknown.
sometimes, blog is a great place to throw all troubles into, yet knowing who might be reading it make me dont feel like typing every single word in. many people are reading, hence not ideal to type every single thing in...
bye!
i stopped by at, 11:58 PM.
