Wednesday, May 07, 2008
argh ! i just cant stand my parents larhh . whats the problem with them . do they really dislike that much . come think about it , they dont seems to like ever since im young . its not that im thinking too much , but its so obvious through their attitude towards me . when i was young , they nvr get me the toys i want , and when my godma or aunt buy for me , my sis will snatch from me . snatching it back becomes my fault for snatching toys . its like totally wth ! and now , when i get some money to buy things , they will complain that im always spending alot . but the facts are that those money i used to spend on my stuffs are just my allowance . no matter what , to them , its always my fault . whatever my sis or bro wanna do or go , they can do them so freely . people might they are just stricter to me , but even now , things still nvr change . everything can be seen larhh . they are just so bias against me .
and , can someone just tell me why do parents like to keep so many stuffs that they dont need ? was trying to be a nice girl to clear up the packed house of mine , and guess what . my mum scold me for making a mess in the house . wth ! i waste so much time , trying to make the house cleaner and better , and this was what i get . she is just so stubborn keep all those things that she deem useful but she almost dont use it at all . we clear off so many things and she bring them back . my bro got pissed and decided to stop clearing up . what wrong with my mum larhh . end up , the house is still messy with only slight improvement .
im really getting more and more irritated staying in this house ! its like a place where i dont belong to at all . my parents dont seems to love me at all . even my baby-sitter who used to take care of me tells me that too . the way they treat me is way different from how they treat my siblings . they always get what they desire and i dont . i have to save up on my own to get what i desire . even so , i still get scolding for buying things . they are nvr satisfied with whatever i do . no matter how good grades i get , the most they give me money , thats all ! when my sis get good grades , they'll keep harping on it . no matter what i do , they are unhappy . wud parents be unhappy when their child is identified with good leadership skills or others ? my parents does . they will say those are just stupid things and waste of time . they will then scold me for not concentrating on studying . for all my life i must study until crazy then they happy izzit ?! then when i study , they start making noise again . wth do they actually want me to do ? jump down the building ? F . i wont be that stupid, my life can carry on w/o them too . they are just trying to drive me crazy . i try to be a nice child , but they force me give them F.attitudes . please dont blame me cause its you who forced me to do that .
rawr ! im trying to be a good girl but with such parents, how ?!? damn damn damn !
emilie is going crazy soon !!!!!!!!!
ahhs , enough of complains ! i got to go to bed now !!! bye !
and , can someone just tell me why do parents like to keep so many stuffs that they dont need ? was trying to be a nice girl to clear up the packed house of mine , and guess what . my mum scold me for making a mess in the house . wth ! i waste so much time , trying to make the house cleaner and better , and this was what i get . she is just so stubborn keep all those things that she deem useful but she almost dont use it at all . we clear off so many things and she bring them back . my bro got pissed and decided to stop clearing up . what wrong with my mum larhh . end up , the house is still messy with only slight improvement .
im really getting more and more irritated staying in this house ! its like a place where i dont belong to at all . my parents dont seems to love me at all . even my baby-sitter who used to take care of me tells me that too . the way they treat me is way different from how they treat my siblings . they always get what they desire and i dont . i have to save up on my own to get what i desire . even so , i still get scolding for buying things . they are nvr satisfied with whatever i do . no matter how good grades i get , the most they give me money , thats all ! when my sis get good grades , they'll keep harping on it . no matter what i do , they are unhappy . wud parents be unhappy when their child is identified with good leadership skills or others ? my parents does . they will say those are just stupid things and waste of time . they will then scold me for not concentrating on studying . for all my life i must study until crazy then they happy izzit ?! then when i study , they start making noise again . wth do they actually want me to do ? jump down the building ? F . i wont be that stupid, my life can carry on w/o them too . they are just trying to drive me crazy . i try to be a nice child , but they force me give them F.attitudes . please dont blame me cause its you who forced me to do that .
rawr ! im trying to be a good girl but with such parents, how ?!? damn damn damn !
emilie is going crazy soon !!!!!!!!!
ahhs , enough of complains ! i got to go to bed now !!! bye !
i stopped by at, 11:34 PM.
